Thursday, 15 October 2009

I’ve been discharged

Not too sure just what to make of a letter received today from Shirley Browne, the Social Worker that was recommending my indefinite imprisonment at the hands of ‘doctor’ Jonsson at Mile End Hospital.

“I write to inform you than the discharge CPA review was held in your absence and you are now discharged from our team”

So, six months ago, according to ‘doctor’ Jonsson and Shirley Browne, I was suffering from persistent delusional personality disorder that required me to be imprisoned and forcibly treated with strong anti-psychotic drugs and described as ‘chilling’ by Jonsson. Since my release, I have refused to have any contact with the community mental health team whatsoever and send them replies to their letters insulting them. I set up this blog that has allsorts of interesting visitors, some of whom are very worried about me (thank you). Yet they still have enough evidence to come to the conclusion that I am suitable for discharge! Oh Lordy, Lordy! It’s a miracle cure.

One can only speculate on their motives. Is it entrapment? Are they trying to cover their backsides by putting some distance between themselves and me? Or could it be that there was never ever anything actually wrong with me and they have been lying all this time? Whatever they are up to, it won’t be in my best interest.

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Some response to my questions to James Brokenshire.

Now that the children have gone back to school in Westminster, some responses are coming out of them. I hope they had a nice relaxing time because I have not had any sort of break for six years; just continuous poverty and terror.

Mr Brokenshire sent some questions to the Home office and he got a response from David Hanson MP. All the letter does is rehash the same old nonsense that has been published before and includes a reference to the propaganda piece published in the Guardian some years ago.

The Conservative have still not given any indication as to wheatear they intend to continue with this secretive group or close it down. By their silence we can only assume that they will continue with it.

I sent the following e-mail to Mr Brokenshire today.

When I checked my visitor stats today I noticed that someone had came from Google using the search term '' This points to the item that my question about the Conservatives not answering questions about their attitude and intentions to continue with the Fixated Threat Assessment Centre. Indeed that search term has my site at the first entry for UK Google; thank you.

Today the internet brought down a gagging order on press reporting. My story of abuse, some parts could be interpreted as torture, at the hands of the New Labour government through the FTAC and at the direct order of ‘doctor’ Jonsson at Mile End Hospital is slowly coming out and is getting a wide following, The next part of my story will appear in the next couple of days. Although I know that my life will be over soon, but I know that my story will remain despite the deletion of the blog.

The Conservatives silence on this matter can only be interpreted as full support for this secretive and vile operation. Is this what the Conservative party really wants? Does the Conservative party support and plan to continue a policy of abducting people from the homes, detaining them in mental hospitals, subjecting them to abuse through personal degradation, forcing dangerous and harmful drugs on people without any legitimate medical reason and fabricating lies and false diagnoses to justify continued detention all for the crime of wanting to work?

Monday, 5 October 2009

A return to blogging very soon.

I am beginning to feel better about writing some more about the suffering I had at the hands of Jonsson at Mile End Hospital. I have wanted and promised to write more for ages, but when I sit with Word open I feel horrid; I just freeze and cannot write anything. Everyday, every week for months, I spend all day at my computer achieving very little. I struggle to do the simplest tasks; more complex ones generally never get completed. None of it seems worth it.

This inability to do anything infects everything I am working on. I have another project that I use to keep my skills up-to-date and it is a prototype of a potential business. That is if the government would repair the damage it has done so I can operate as a normal human being again. It also serves to show that show that I do indeed have advanced technical skills in database and software design and development as applied to financial products. This is something that ‘doctor’ Jonsson claimed that I did not really have, but was another one of my delusions. He would not allow me to present any evidence to back up anything I said; he just decreed everything to be delusions. I am stuck making progress with that too. Although that is in part because the computer I use for development is old and not powerful enough to handle the current development tools when applied to projects of anything but the smallest size.

I am disgusted by myself; I feel filthy. I often sit and think, “Who is this man that I have become because it is no the real me”. I just don’t understand why this evil government has done this. I was everything that was required of me. I was once a successful, respectable, and very hardworking businessman. Now I am a disgusting wreck living in squalor. I am not responsible for any of this. I did not choose to be out of work, I am not an alcohol or drug abuser, nor did I ‘hear voice’ telling me to do stupid things. I do not believe that initially they specifically targeted me; I was just one of many thousands that were collateral damage of this evil governments policies. Let this be a warning to everyone: it could happen to you.

I have come to terms with the reality that there is no chance of ever escaping this disgusting squalor that I have been forced in to. Future prospects look even direr. Today the Conservatives announced that they would be even more aggressive than the current government at finding ways to contrive reasons for withdrawing or at the very least reducing benefits for people like me. My only option is obvious. However, it is not imminent; I have a lot more trouble to cause with this blog before I am finished.

All I ever wanted to do is earn a living in peace. It is all such a waste – but that is the nature of governments, both Labour and Conservative, in the UK.